Today I find myself longing for a child that my womb will not carry. A child who is not of my blood! How is this possible! I cried to God this morning, my plea, "How can I be in love with someone I have not met!"I am not a woman who is baren! I have four wonderful boys, who love the Lord with all their heart!
My confession, I watch Youtube videos with adoption announcements and go through adoption sites. There is a burning desire to find this child!
In 2001 the Lord spoke to my heart and told me that I would have a daughter named Rebbecca! And here we are 2007, and no sign of Rebbecca!
I know she is waiting for me! Somewhere in a city near me or in a country that she will not longer call her own!
A couple of months ago I had a dream, in my dream I heard a voice yelling out "Mary, it is time to break the silence of the night! A cry for my generation!" The scene change when I yelled "Yes, Lord..I hear you!" Then a little girl came and sat on my laps and said "Mommy, how much did I cost? I replied "$10,000.00!" Then she said " Is that all I am worth!" I began to weep! Then the seen change! God spoke again....to be continued....
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Hey Mary.
My Name is Florinda Gonzalez and I met you last September at the Eben-ezer women's campamento. How are you?
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